Tuesday, June 19, 2007

BraInDeaD

Been trying very hard to get my work done.
Arrggghhh...
Just wishing the holidays last 1 more week. kekekeke
Been a great weather in the afternoon.
Shining and a great time to be outdoor.
Too bad i didn't take advantage of it.
Should have gone cycling.
Or head down to the gym.
Damn, i did neither both.
Just brain stuck down here trying to figure out my lesson plans.
I still have till thursday to get things done.
Nah, shall complete everything by tonight.
Told myself never to delay things.

Oh, I'm missing her badly.
Wonder what she is doing rite now.
Training? Paperwork?
Waiting for her to sms me.
Been a good training ground for me eversince i'm with her.
Its all about waiting.
And waiting trains your patience.
My patience is growing, and i'm glad for that.

Talking about patience, I have to wait till friday for a date with her.
Although its 3 days away, it seems like eternity.
But that date will be a meet up with riz.
Never mind, after that we can spend some quality time together eh sayang.

Hey, its back to work tomorrow.
Yeah, work again after like 3 weeks of holidays.
Or isit 1+ week of not resting at home?
All those courses are taking my precious time away.
Talking about courses, I still have my assignment due on 13th July.
Got to complete this one on time.
Don't wanna miss the train.

Its almost 6pm now.
Got to bath.
Thought of having my haircut but uncle's not there.
He's off for his weekly offday.
Damn, he will be back only on friday.
Guess sunday then.

Till the next time.......

Sunday, June 17, 2007

SeNsiTiVe

I wished it didn't turn out this way.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
Didn't mean to make you sad.
I should not have been too sensitive.
I bet i could do better.
I want to take all those past out from me.
Stupid things i may do,
Regret it later i will.
Could there be ever a day where i won't be doing this silly thing.
It makes me cry when i read what you wrote.
It hurts me more to know the fact that I'm insensitive to your feelings and thoughts.
Why?
Why can't I even take it as a joke?
I'm worried.
Fear
Afraid
That this will happen one day.
Those words keeps playing in my head.

Oh God,
Please make me a better person.
A better man
A better son
A better citizen
A better teacher
A better brother
And not forgetting,
A better Boyfriend

I Want To Be At The Top Of The World With You

CraZy saTurDay

Believe it or not, i spent the whole of saturday outside.
Started with recce at SAF Yacth Club and ending up at my regular gym hangout.

Met Kai Hai after a long time and guess i will miss him a lot.
No more Mr Chevy. And no more prata trips to Simpang Bedok.
Guess I am gonna be all alone when I were to head down to Margaret Drive for meetings and stuffs from now on.
Now that's all left of the remaining gang are Keen and me.
But with Keen married, guess there is no more hangout "kakis".
Luckily i got my wonderful Sayang to keep me accompany when i go about doing my nonsense. Hehehe

Moving on, met up with the rest of the buddies and we bowled at SAFRA Tampines.
Hell the wait was long.
Ju, don't forget to send me some of the pictures we took ya.
Forget to whip out my Olympus out.
Doing some catching up while waiting for our turn.
My, shiks is dating a guy. That's a lot of time shiks. hahaha
And during that wait, I missed my dearest Sayang.
If only you were there that time. hehehe.
Rolling time, and we bowled but with time in check as Shiks had a date to catch.
Not bad looking guy arr Shiks.

Parted ways at Orchard and head down to Raffles for my Gym!!
Been like 3 weeks or shall I say a month i have not head down to the gym.
Wow, it was a great feeling to be back man!
And with not a single crowd at the gym i enjoyed hopping around the machines.
Felt the ache but what the hell, need to train for the competition and ya to tone up my body for myself to embrace.
Oh and not forgetting for better performance.

Moving back to friday.
It was kinda a crazy day.
It rains in the morning, thus hampering my hopes of going for my biking trip down to ECP.
But by mid morning, it clears up. I guess its just my luck. Woohoo!!
Whip out my gears and off i went on my trip.
But not with problems i faced before and after the ride.
My bike handle became loose.
Just wondering what's the prblem with this new bike.
Just the other day, the chains goes loose and when i ask my distributor, he says its normal for new bikes.
It scared hell out of me.
Had it check and ya its ok.
The trip itself is smooth. Able to cover the whole trip under 2 hours.
Maybe I am gaining my stamina back. But still have to work on on those legs.
Midway, my crank and chains started to feel a bit loose.
Not enough of that, my gearbox became jam thus hampering my bike from working proper. Arrgghhhh!!!
Luckily I am not far from Tampines. If not I would have start cursing.
Furthermore with my evening date drawing near, I had to hurry home and be all prepared for it.
Get home in a jiffy after getting it fixed. !/2 hour it took for the tech to fixed the whole problem. Wonder whats going to happen the next time round. Only God knows.

The date i had was simply awesome.
No words to describe.
The nite under the stars was simply terrific.
With the stars gazing the skies. I cant help but not to stop looking at the clear skies.
Wish i have a house on top of a hill. Can that be a reality one day?
It might be if we worked hard. Sayang, thanks for that wonderful evening and the food.
Its nice but i would hav preferred the potatoes versus the chicken. Thanks again.
Looking forward to next date ya. *wink*

Ok lah. That's for now. Gotta to do some maintainence to my bike.

Thursday, June 14, 2007











Went to the airport and decided to walk...



Found a few things that really amuse me






Just look at the distance and the time taken to cover the distance


Dont know that it takes 15 mins to cover a distance of 600 metres. wakakaka!!!

I know i have not been updating lately.
Been a month or so cause Im just too busy with stuffs.
And its like 6 more days before works starts again.
Just feel like wanting more of the holidays.
Still have a few things to do.
Few matters to complete.
Can I do it?
Hmmmmmm
Bet I can.
Cause changes is slowly changing me
The kind of changes that have brought happiness to my life
Why?
Cause someone had just step into my life.
The special one.
Lucky me but unlucky her. Wakakaka! Dats what she says.

I didn't have the best start to the holidays
Started off with a 2 days course and continued with a 5 day workshop
All that with the feeling of missing her
Trust me, it was a damn kind of feeling
Was not my chirpy self till i got an email from her.
Haha.. guess i miss her too much..
Surprisingly, we have kept our relationship unknown to our parents!!
But when next week comes, I'm sure my parents will know
Wonder what's my lil sis reaction going to be
When she meets her on our supposedly "date"

Talking about "date"
How many dates have we been on sayang?
Can recall a few prominent ones... hehehe
But the picnic we had, that was the highlight to everything
Can't forget those moments, you know what i mean

11th May
A date for us to remember ya
I'm relishing every moment I have with you
The motivations you gave me
The teasing which might just mad me go fuming... hehehe (Im sure you have a contegency plan)
But most importantly the way you care for me.
Thanks......

Oh ya....
Next semester comes, I will be a man on a mission.
Must register this on my head and this will serves me as a reminder...
So Fairuz please remember these!!
  1. Be a competent teacher
  2. Complete task on hand on specific given time
  3. DON'T grumble, just do it!
  4. Practise open communication
  5. Lastly, be creative!!!

I guess that's for the moment. Got to go and stretch myself.

Ciaoz