SeNsiTiVe

I wished it didn't turn out this way.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
Didn't mean to make you sad.
I should not have been too sensitive.
I bet i could do better.
I want to take all those past out from me.
Stupid things i may do,
Regret it later i will.
Could there be ever a day where i won't be doing this silly thing.
It makes me cry when i read what you wrote.
It hurts me more to know the fact that I'm insensitive to your feelings and thoughts.
Why?
Why can't I even take it as a joke?
I'm worried.
Fear
Afraid
That this will happen one day.
Those words keeps playing in my head.

Oh God,
Please make me a better person.
A better man
A better son
A better citizen
A better teacher
A better brother
And not forgetting,
A better Boyfriend

I Want To Be At The Top Of The World With You