Saturday, May 12, 2007

What a NitE!!

Last nite was simply awesome, spectacular. There is no other words to describe. And ya, maybe I'm doing things because I want to do it, not for the sake of doing it. I applaude myself for preparing my favourite chicken salad for my date with my special one. Never imagine that I am doing it.

Talking about last nite, we had a quite time at the reservoir where it is full of serenity. Be silent and you can simply listen to the different sounds of nature. Never felt this close to nature, I mean in the longest time I could remember. And I learnt a bit about yoga!! She thought me the proper posture and deep concentration. It was a real test of my endurance and concentration. Thanks sayang for teaching me something new. I'm sure there are more things to come rite??

I felt such comfort being in her arms. I felt secured and the sense of being loved. I thanks God for giving me this opportunity to fall in love again. She sets my heart going again. And she has been my motivation to do more things. Sayang, i will pray every nite. Praying for the best for the 2 of us. Insya allah may we last long.

Its the weekend now, and both of us will be busy. Oh today is KEEN'S Wedding.... Hope it will be a fantastic 1, and guess what? I am still contemplating over what to wear... wakakaka... typical of me.

That's it for now... ciaoz

Friday, May 11, 2007

A tWiST i LeaSt eXpeCteD

Its been a while since i blog, should make it a habit to blog things down every single day. Anyway moving on, I am much more relax now as a lot of major things have been done. And yeah, the case conference is over. Phew!!!

Least that i expected, my life took a bit of twist. GUESS WHAT PEOPLE??!!!! I am seeing this particular sweet lady. Yups, seeing!! After so many failed dates, I finally found someone who really captures my heart. She is now the darling to my eyes and my heart. Just need to be more creative then ever i guess. (I cant reveal further details due to certain confidentiality) wakakaka. She is as sweet as far as my heart is concerned. That's about it for now.

Work was tremendously enjoyable, but then the attendance of my students has not been good for this whole week. It seems the flu bug has been going around and its taking a toll on the school's population. I'm just stocking up on my vitamin C tablets. Missed some of my students especially one particular student. He is the joy of the whole class. Without him, there is less laughter. You wanna know why? Cause he does funny things and the way he expressed himself, its just brings a laughter into you.

Now its the weekend, and ya, my schedule will be jam-packed. How i wish there will be just one day where there will be no one else. Good enough for me to lay back n relax. Wonder if that day ever comes. Anyway, there is keen's ROM tomorrow. Wonder what ju n aye mon bought for her. Feel so excited, as though I will be the one who is going to get solemnised. wakakaka!

Hey, that's it for now. Gonna prepare the food stuff for my picnic date later. Ciaoz....

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Changes.....

1st of May - aka Labour Day

Lots of things has happen lately, be it good or bad, but obviously it has changed me. Not to say im much wiser now, but it has help me to be a better person.

Made new friends, do things I have not done before. And ya, start saving for the future. Well it may seems a bit late, but nothing is never too late to start right. Start to sign up insurance, fitness club membership and other club memberships too. Like i got loads of money like that. Anyway, Im glad with the way things are going on right now.

Work has been a tremendous stress for me. Not that there is much to do, but its the case where I do not know what are the things to be done and what is expected of me. I tried as much to do things at home but could not find the peace to do just that. I HAVE TO ORGANISE MYSELF!!!! Come on Fairuz, you can do it.

Moving on, guess what?? I like someone at work. I just find her different from the other girls I know. She is unique, with her own personality and character and her charisma. It just turns me on. Didnt get to see her smile a lot last year but this year, wooh, she just captures my heart more. And yah, im trying to find out more as to why I have this liking for her, apart for all that charactheristics. I went out with her lately and i just could not resist every chance of not catching a glimpse of her. If I have the chance to look in her eyes directly and says I like the way you are, I will definitely grab that precious moment.

I dont know whether its a crush or something close to that, but 1 thing I know, I had never felt the adrenalin in my blood before. Been a while since i felt excited about this kinda thing. Hey gerl, I just cant take my eyes off you. Yeah you...... sweet lady!!!